We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Extra Gold

by Bike Cruise

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Purchasable with gift card

     

1.
MAKING PLANS SHOULDN'T BE THIS HARD. I FEEL LIKE I'M THE ONLY ONE TRYING. UNLESS THE TRUTH IS THAT YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE ME. I GUESS I UNDERSTAND. I'M A CONTROLLING PIECE OF SHIT AND I DON'T DESERVE ANYONE. I DON'T BLAME YOU. I WOULDN'T WANT TO SEE ME EITHER.
2.
I'M SO SORRY, I CAN'T STAND UP. WHY CAN'T MY EYES LOCK WITH YOURS? I'M AFRAID MY STEPS FORWARD ARE LEAVING ME BEHIND. THAT I'M FALLING INTO OLD HABITS AND LYING TO MYSELF. I'LL SPEND TONIGHT GETTING FUCKED UP AND PRETEND THAT I HAVE CONFIDENCE. DON'T SAY GOODNIGHT, I SWEAR I'M ALRIGHT. THESE OLD BONES STILL HAVE SOME FIGHT LEFT.
3.
ONCE AGAIN I'VE PUSHED MYSELF AWAY FROM EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING THAT I LOVE. MY REFUSAL TO OPEN UP HAS LEFT ME STRAINED AND FATIGUED, WITHERING AWAY. I'M SO SORRY THAT I LEFT; I WAS SCARED TO GET COMFORTABLE AGAIN. I LEFT MY BEST FRIEND TWO HOURS SOUTH.
4.
WE WAITED FOR THE FIRST SIGNS OF LIFE BEFORE WE LEFT. BUT I COULDN'T WAIT TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH, SEDUCED BY ANGER AND DISAPPOINTMENT. DON'T WAIT UP FOR ME; I'VE ALREADY GIVEN UP. AND THIS TIME I WON'T FORGIVE YOU THAT EASILY. WE WON'T LEAVE THIS APARTMENT FRIENDS.
5.
I HAVE SKELETONS FALLING OUT OF MY CLOSET, WAITING TO FUCK UP ANY SIGNS OF PROGRESS. I HAVE THIS NEW STUTTER GROWING IN MY VOICE. THESE WORDS DANCE ON THE TIP OF MY TONGUE. I CAN'T STOP WHAT'S BEEN DONE, ONCE THE SENTENCE FORMS IT FALLS TO PIECES JUST PASSED MY CROOKED TEETH. NO AMOUNT OF CONFIDENCE CAN FIX ME. I FIND MYSELF UP AT ALL HOURS OF THE NIGHT. I PONDER EVERY MISTAKE I'VE MADE.
6.
GONE WITH THE SOFT AUTUMN BREEZE, I'M ON MY KNEES WATCHING THE STORM SWALLOW THE SKY. HOLD ME CLOSE TONIGHT; LIE TO ME, I LONG TO FEEL COMFORT IN YOUR ARMS. I KNOW I'VE BEEN NOTHING SHORT OF BITTER THIS YEAR. AND I KNOW THIS COLD WILL LAST THE LENGTH OF THIS WINTER. BURY ANGER IN THE FROZEN LAKE. THIS YEAR HAS WORN ME DOWN. PLEASE SAVE ME. BROKEN BONES AND SPIRIT. I'M ALMOST DEAD. EVEN MY GHOST WILL BE UNHAPPY.
7.
I FELT THE HAND OF SPRING AIR PUSHING ON MY BACK, REMINDING ME THAT THESE NEW BEGINNINGS CAME AT THE COST OF BROKEN HOMES AND THESE SWOLLEN EYESE OF MINE. TO THINK SUCH A SIMPLE ACT WOULD BREAK THE BACK OF THIS RELATIONSHIP. BUT TWENTY-THREE YEARS OF BROKEN PROMISES AND HEARTACHE WERE BUILT UP IN THE BACK OF MY THROAT. TEARING AT MY FLESH, PRAYING TO ESCAPE. YOU'RE NO FATHER BUT THE DONOR OFTHE SEED THAT ALLOWED ME TO BREATHE. I FEEL MY BODY GIVING UP ON YOU.
8.
Extra Gold 03:49
I CAN'T HELP BUT FEEL DEFEATED. EVERY DECISION AND EVERY MISTAKE FALLS BEFORE MY EYES. ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE MY FUCK UPS. AND THANK HELL THERE'S NO ONE WATCHING OVER US. LET'S MOVE SLOWLY WITH EVERY WORD, I'M TRYING TO RECOVER. I KNOW I AM STRUGGLING. I CAN'T HANDLE THIS PAIN. THIS TIME MAYBE I'LL GET IT RIGHT.

credits

released February 23, 2018

Recorded and Mixed by Matt and Chris at Flavortown Studio
Mastered by Griffen Holt at Ghost Audio

Released by Flowerpot Records

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Bike Cruise Cleveland, Ohio

Topher - Drums
Stina - Bass
Hew - Guitar

contact / help

Contact Bike Cruise

Streaming and
Download help

Shipping and returns

Report this album or account

If you like Bike Cruise, you may also like: